Thursday, December 24, 2009

Day 15 Good Morning Mum


Good Morning Mum! Get me out.


(you should have seen the back....)


"Mom- do my hair already...this is a bit embarrassing."





It's hard to believe it's Christmas Eve...in my mind the only thing going on is here in the hospital with London. But a big part of me breaks that I'm not with Jonah at the moment. Although, I have imagined a lot about what our next Christmas will be like and it makes me weepy. It will be amazing and beautiful, full of joy and family and friends and presents and great food and snow and music and decorations and Santa. It wont be spent in a hospital, it wont be tied to tubes and cords. It will be at home. She will wake up Christmas morning with her brother in our home sweet home. But we will never forget what this Christmas was like and what it has taught us. We will always keep the real meaning of the season at the forefront of our minds and in our hearts. I will always think on Christmas day about the other mums, dads and little ones that are spending the holidays in the hospital and I will be sad for them, say a prayer for them and hope they know that their next Christmas will be better than the last.
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Although many are hoping for a Christmas miracle, a "Liver for LuLu"- I really hope it doesn't happen on Christmas. I cant bare the thought of another family losing their child this day of all days. For the most special holiday of the year to be forever tainted by their loss. London can hold out - she is doing okay. Count your blessings as I am (trying) to count ours. Merry Christmas Eve!

11 comments:

Marga├ža said...

Merry Christmas Lulu and family!I hope Santa will bring you the present you need...

Willy Happy Mama said...

Merry Christmas! Peace, Joy, & Love to you and Lulu.

TPoirot said...

love you friend...your right next Christmas will be soo different~!!! You're an amazing mommy & SO beautiful inside + out. Your grace through ALL of this speaks volumes to your faith, hope, and LOVE! I wish I was there to give you a big hug and yes--- even cry with you when nights like Tuesday happen...remember soon, soon, soon you will have a very happy & healthy little LU LuLu! xoxo

Robert said...

Lucky Lulu! You even look adorable with bed head! It was so fun to see you and your family tonight! Merry 2nd Christmas, Little Lady!

Jo Lynn said...

Merry Christmas to you and your sweet family! My heart does break that you and sweet Lulu are in the hospital and yes you are in our prayers along with all the many other families and children in the hospital. My heart breaks with yours and I know next year will be all you wish for and much more! We love you and baby Lulu! Merry Christmas!

Megan said...

Merry Christmas Lizzie, Lulu, and family!!!

AshleyS said...

Merry Christmas. As I read this I was thinking to myself what an eloquent and classy woman you are. What a wonderful Christ-like example you are to anyone who reads your blog. Thinking of you! Praying for Lulu every day.

Karen said...

Bed Head Rocks!!

Sarah said...

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)

Sarah said...

oh, i've been meaning to ask... where do you get all that super cute hair clips??? please don't tell me you make them... ;-p

Dibbers said...

Merrry Christmas Badgers! We pray you will recieve your gift soon. Please let me know if I can help with Jonah. Mia would love to play!

 

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